You are feeling like you are on top of the world. Everything seems to be working out for you. You have connected with your spiritual team and they have put you through an “awakening”.
You had no idea it was going to be like this. You heard from others about similar awakenings; however, they failed to mention that even as things are coming together with you in the spirit, sh*t looks crazy in the now.
I cannot begin to express the shock that one feels when they realize that although they feel like they are riding in the clouds, they can’t see what is behind the clouds.
No one can prepare you for the rain, just as no one can prepare you for death. You listen to the weatherman call for rain, but you never really know if he knows what he is talking about until you go outside and see it for yourself. The thing is we love people and they transition and no matter how prepared we think we are, the grief still finds its way to us.
Taking care of yourself and getting the healing that you need so you can begin to pay it forward by sharing your story of triumph and redemption with the world because there are so many people present that need the deliverance that your story will bring them.
It is selfish to keep something that would be so healing to other people in your situation or even on the other side of the situation. For example, I feel like I would be negligent in my purpose to not share how I got on the other side of divorce after a long term marriage, 20 years.
Simply because I know a lot of women that are scared to leave their long term mate for many reasons that mean nothing if you are not happy or you are getting abused. So I am seeing that sharing your story is important.
We are definitely not here in a vacuum. We are here to be of service to God/Source/Universe. The things that happened in your life including your awakening are just examples for others to follow or not. These are things to put on the table so that people can choose what they want. Also to get right and real, why keep the story hidden and still feel damaged by all of it when you could leverage your mess to make a message.
Take some time out and develop your message. What are you supposed to leave in this world?
What were you put her to accomplish? How are you meant to help heal this planet? What types of help do you need? And what kind of help can you give?
These are just a few questions to ask yourself when you are in your awakening and you are being nudged to share your story.
Sharing your story is not only healing for others, its hella healing for you. It shows you who you are and what you are made of.