“I really want to do this but…” “ I would love to except…” “I can’t until…” “It’s not up to me…” Sound familiar? We’ve all been there. Being driven by our lack instead of by our faith. Faith? Yes. “But what about reality?” And I answer, “reality”?
Our whole life we have been programmed by our parents, cultures, circumstances, ancestors and society about our “reality.” Meanwhile, that wide-eyed, innocent, free, connected, light-spirit baby that came into the world forgets who she really is. We end up suppressing the very spark of our souls in order to fit in, please our parents, or not be judged. When we do that from a very early age, it causes us to unconsciously step out of alignment with our inherent faith that we came into this world knowing.
Inevitably we end up living a life of half-connection, roller-coaster emotions, a lot of confusion, learning the hard way, creating boundaries and hurdles for ourselves that truly don’t exist! We trap ourselves in little boxes of limitations instead of allowing our souls to fly freely over endless fields of total expansion – knowing and trusting that the universe will carry us. That everything WILL work out just fine, if we allow it, if we call it in if we do the work that now we need to do in order to get back into alignment and get re-connected with the source.
We dabble. We escape into addictions. We seek distraction. We make excuses and justify them. Then we stay stuck, suffering and wondering why? Our egos are pretty stealthy and sneak around making us believe our false truths, our self created “reality,” our circumstances. But if you are not happy or living your fullest truth, or feeling fulfilled and satisfied every day in gratitude for the gloriousness of life and our beautiful Mother Earth, connecting and loving others and feeling abundant…you are missing some pieces of your puzzle!
Granted, once we have trapped ourselves in our human “realities” it does take some undoing to get back on track, and that’s where being resourceful and having faith comes in. We cannot just sit on the couch wishing for life to change; we have to ask for Divine Inspiration and follow our hunches, and do what makes our souls sing, whatever that is, even if it’s just dancing around the living room just because we can. We have given up self-nurturing in our race for “getting everything done in time” another self-created invisible box. These are all moments of disconnection with God. When we allow God to work through us, we feel Divinely Connected and Inspired all of the time and can trust our process even when we have no idea what or how it’s all going to work out!
When we are really scared we decide to have trust and faith, then we pray out loud and make deals with God and get resourceful. But what about when we wake up? First thing: “Thank you God for this perfect day. Miracle follows miracle and wonders never cease” Followed by your mantra….you do have one right?
And ALL day if you are having a “wobble” (because we are in human form after all) you stop, whatever it is that’s making you freak out and breathe, drink water and OM……or pray or whatever it is that you DO to change your current state of mind and CREATE a new one. We are all Creators, so when we are not creating, essentially God is being fragmented! We are fragmenting ourselves, our connection to our greatest light.
You’ve heard about the polar bear at the zoo that was under construction? He was put in a cage only big enough for him to pace back and forth, back and forth. The construction took much longer than originally planned and for months the polar bear could only pace back and forth in a ten-foot space. Eventually, the construction ended and he was released from his cage. He had his entire enclosure to explore, but he only paced back and forth in his invisible ten-foot box. Don’t be the polar bear stuck in false limitations.